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Sunday, October 19, 2008

First week of school, over.

Friday:

Went to the gym to work out, but it was crowded so I gave up. Met Angel for lunch and slacked till her lessons.

Well dearest sorry I have to bring this up, but lately, I feel like I've taken a back seat in your life. Like I don't matter anymore. Everything you do, its different from how it used to be. I feel you pushing me away... I'm heartbroken, dearest.

It seems like I'm merely someone to pass the time, while you wait to go out with him.

I've expressed my sincere love for you countless times, but I've never once have you done so.

knowing where I stand, I'm deeply broken... as someone who truly loves you for who you are, no matter thick or thin.

Saturday:

Dearest was hungry, so I offered to buy some food for her, but she graciously declined. I went for Noren's wedding, it was a nice quiet affair but alas I was forgotten. So what else is new?

Called only to find out someone bought her pizza, which she clearly refused when I offered earlier. Guess you have many guys looking out for you in life. And you'd rather take things from them than me. This, coupled with the way you've been treating me, well it all adds up. You are well taken care off, and no longer need me.

I still look at our pictures daily. Though I don't know where exactly we stand. Do you even love me at all?



I'm just confused and heartbroken...

All I ever wanted, was to be with you...


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