Realization

Raising the knife,
to a picture of a life...
(I once knew..)

There comes a time,
compromising my life...
(Just want to...)

I cannot lie,
I cannot try anymore...
(To reach you...)

I cannot fight,
Raise the knife, raise the knife,
Cut through.


Nice song eh...

Somehow I realize the days are passing to quickly, I've gotta blog everyday and slow things down and account for everything. Things are just whizzing past and I can't seem to keep track.

Okay, things went well today, the fire still burns within, there's something in me trying to claw its way out. Never felt a fighting spirit this strong before.

Raising the knife,
to a picture of a life...
(I once knew...)

Enough of that for now.

The days and nights are no longer lonely, for I realize, you have never let me down. You've always been there for me, fought away the sorrows and reached me, touched my heart in ways I could never imagine.

You're the inspiration that drove me to this, and its with your guidance that I'll finish what I came to accomplish.
Even though I coulden't see it before, but I do now, and I thank you for showing me through all my challenges and giving me the strength to fight through them forevermore.

Thanks for guiding me through these trying times, Allah (Subhana Wa Ta’ala).

and no, I'm not a pretty boy, you hanzome girl.