Sum of events

So much has happened in so little time. I've gained a few friends, I've lost some. Things are pushing and pulling like crazy now, but my friends are helping me along bit by bit. I've never been the sort to rely on others, but strangely with their help I seem to be doing just fine.

I sometimes don't know what to feel, maybe I've never really moved on, but the next moment I believe in something else.
I just hope after all we've been through, that I'm not forgotten, and my memories are still held dear.
Otherwise it would just be a shame to let it all go to waste, for every bit of my actions were sincere.

I'm in a precarious situation now.

Dad's ill
Biomedical science is borderline
Musical projects on hold
Singapore Marathon soon
Competition soon
Lost someone special
Lost my grip on everything

Yet through these trying times, you guys have been with me, dragging me along when I've clearly given up, always pushing me ahead. Money can buy anything these days, but not these peers definitely.

But right now, I'm facing a big challenge, one that will upset the balance of my life, possibly destabilizing it permanently, but ultimately yielding brighter days and better fruits of my labor.

I just hope at the end of it all, you'd be there waiting.