cold

so much has happened, since that day. So much.

All the tears that fell when you said you coulden't love me.
All the heartache I felt when you said those words to me..
All the pain and loss surrounding me.
All these feelings I have for you now void.
as the rained poured unrelentingly, drenching me in sorrow's embrace.

this meaningless crusade, this godless endeavor.

I'm sick of being a loser. Always the one losing when everyone else wins.

Why do these feelings keep coming... always this lonely love?

Stop doing this to me...