Dearest,
I'm sorry to have argued with you, but I just had to make my point clear. I'm truly disappointed and heartbroken, and I'm prepared to move on. Ever since we met I've known nothing but love for you. But alas I've got to realize the fact that you already love someone else.
And thus I shall leave you to your devices. I was never a part in your puzzle, as much as I wanted to be. You were my everything, and I never meant to say those things to you at all. If I could I would take it all back. I love you.
Dearest I'm not lying, I really really love you, honestly, with all my heart. Not because of who you are or how you look like. Its because I know who you are inside, and the flaws you have, yet I accept them that they personify you.
And you're the person I'd like to be with forever.
Forever is a heck of a long time, but I believe in it.
Given the opportunity, I'd hold your hands forever, hug you for eternity and love you even as my soul is torn asunder.
But alas, your heart's taken, and I've come to accept that.
Please be safe...
Loving, needing you always, your dearest Zulfadhli.
The love in my heart can never die. But for some reason its slowly leaking into hate. Hate for myself. I was not early enough, not strong enough, not fast enough, not good enough, not rich enough, not enough at all, to be someone that mattered to you. I've failed, but this hate will drive me to never make the same mistakes again.
One day... perhaps one day you'll come back.
bah what am I saying...
Fifie said: "you've gotta have a 'yes' 'no' mindset, otherwise you're just hurting yourself."
shes right.
My love, as much as I love you, I'd want you to be happy with him.
My answer then, is no.
I will miss you dearly.
Goodbye
I'm sorry to have argued with you, but I just had to make my point clear. I'm truly disappointed and heartbroken, and I'm prepared to move on. Ever since we met I've known nothing but love for you. But alas I've got to realize the fact that you already love someone else.
And thus I shall leave you to your devices. I was never a part in your puzzle, as much as I wanted to be. You were my everything, and I never meant to say those things to you at all. If I could I would take it all back. I love you.
Dearest I'm not lying, I really really love you, honestly, with all my heart. Not because of who you are or how you look like. Its because I know who you are inside, and the flaws you have, yet I accept them that they personify you.
And you're the person I'd like to be with forever.
Forever is a heck of a long time, but I believe in it.
Given the opportunity, I'd hold your hands forever, hug you for eternity and love you even as my soul is torn asunder.
But alas, your heart's taken, and I've come to accept that.
Please be safe...
Loving, needing you always, your dearest Zulfadhli.
The love in my heart can never die. But for some reason its slowly leaking into hate. Hate for myself. I was not early enough, not strong enough, not fast enough, not good enough, not rich enough, not enough at all, to be someone that mattered to you. I've failed, but this hate will drive me to never make the same mistakes again.
One day... perhaps one day you'll come back.
bah what am I saying...
Fifie said: "you've gotta have a 'yes' 'no' mindset, otherwise you're just hurting yourself."
shes right.
My love, as much as I love you, I'd want you to be happy with him.
My answer then, is no.
I will miss you dearly.
Goodbye
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